Hi, I’m Yasdnil Deguzman. I’m 15 years old, and I’m gay. This has been a part of me for as long as I can remember, but saying it out loud still feels like a huge weight on my chest. I want to come out to my parents, but the fear of their reaction keeps holding me back.But what’s really been on my mind lately is my best friend, RJ Beduya. He’s the one person I’ve always felt the closest to, and as time goes on, my feelings for him have deepened. I care about him in a way that goes beyond friendship. I wish I could tell him how much he means to me, how much I want to be more than just best friends.But there’s a problem—I’m not sure if he even likes gay people. The fear of losing him or making things awkward between us is terrifying. I want to be honest with him, but I’m scared that it might ruin everything.Right now, I’m stuck between staying silent and keeping these feelings to myself, or risking it all to tell him the truth. I wish there was a way to know how he really feels. Maybe one day, I’ll find the courage to be honest with both my parents and with RJ, but for now, I’m just trying to figure out what to do next.
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